A raisin in the sun? Hope springs eternal

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There’s not much to do for it.  My consistent contradiction of requiring sleep and yet awaking at 11 PM and wanting to do nothing other than write plagues me.  And I am now writing at 11 PM, unfettered by any desire to sleep.  I am not one to lie on the bed and feign or wish for sleep.  I do what occurs naturally.

 

As my friend said tonight, “Your Great American Novel can still happen, just not NOW!”  I agree with her totally.  I have a book in me that requires expression.   And I believe everyone has a book in them, waiting to be told.

 

However, I’m working; needing a high level of focus during the day.  This need negates my pursuit of my writing goals.  Irony is heavy here as I am awake on a school night, writing without pause.

 

I believe in the summer.

I believe in getting married in June.

I believe in taking my three technology courses for my job, in June.

 

Once July rolls around, as it inevitably will; maybe that will be the propitious moment to dive into my “Great American Novel”.

 

Something in me will shrivel, like that raisin in the sun, if not.

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