The impossible knife of jealous thinking

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i fight my jealousy

and it spreads to the front

of the brain

i abandon my churlish feelings

and my cerebral cortex creates yet another

mutiny.

i think i’m cuckolded.

i grind into the gears of 

suspicion.

 

i hate my mind.

 

it does what it wants.

 

then

 

there’s a respite

where i think nothing am nothing do nothing

but be

the way i know to 

be

 

but oh, the urgencies the

brain has fought

and lost.Image

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