Lately I’ve been having very real, vivid dreams. Tonight I dreamt I had forgotten I would be alone for the rest of my days (or existence) after some indeterminate time of being with the One I Love. I will be alone and desolate. And it was as if it was always going to be that way; I had just forgotten.
So now I am awake in the wee hours of the night trying to console myself, with a keurig tea.